On Friday, Cueto lost a valued member of his family - his horse - and decided to post a photo on Instagram to honor it. However, his tribute to the horse on Instagram took a grim turn when he actually posted a photo of the late animal’s body.

The caption reads, “Te vamos a extrañar,” which translates to “we will miss you.”

A photo posted by Johnny Cueto (@johnnycueto47) on Jul 1, 2016 at 11:19am PDT

While losing a dear animal is extremely painful, it’s a bit creepy to have photos of its dead body on the internet. But if that helps Cueto heal, then so be it.